Au Revoir Ma Reine
So i had this ex. She's so beautiful. Sikat sya sa amu school kay gwapa lage. Dancer pa jud. Nya crush nako sya. Mao to nanguyab ko niya. Made a public act. Had this banner where "will you be my girlfriend?" written on it. Plus a husky stuffed toy and flowers. Plus her dance group dancing in front of her. She didn't answer me that day. Five days later, she said yes. So i was so inlove with her, darn she was my crush at the first place and I couldn't believe she became my girlfriend. So I did everything I could for her. She's younger nako 2 years. I did her projects, assignments, thesis, everything. 2 hours of sleep per day just to do all those things. Out nako 4 pm pero mga 11 pm nako mauli tungod kay huwaton pa nako siya sa iya practice sa sayaw. Mata ko 4am para pukawon sya 5am para si sya malate. Naa nako sa parkmall 6:30 para huwaton sya para dungan mi moadto school. 8 na sya usually moabot. Magsiomai ko tag tres kada adlaw para incase gutomon sya naa koy mapalit nga snacks niya. Or if ganahan sya mag mcdo mahatag dayun nako. Gave up my bisyo like smoking and drinking. Did all of those for almost 7 months. After that, iya ko gibuwagan kay napul an na daw sya nako. Sige na lang daw ko sunod niya mura nakog iro daw. Giingnan nako niya daan nga pul anon sya wa daw ko nipatuo. 2 months later nagbuwag mi, naa na syay lain. Dancer pud, gwapo. Kinsa ra man sad tawn ko. End of story 😊
Pahabol: June 18 ko niya gibuwagan of last year. And here I am, still miserable. Planado na ta nako tanan. Magtinarong ko sa ako last year sa skwela para makapasar ko sa board para makakita trabaho para di sys maglisod. Everything was about her. everything was for her. Then shit happened. So i smoke and drink again, worse this time. Don't care anymore. So here i am, floating in a void of space. Pero makagraduate pa jud tawn. Mao ra to. Haha. Sorry if nag.usik ko sa inyo oras. Haha. Let me end this by saying naa pa man mga tarong nga laki, inyo lang jud pasakitan kay gasalig mo love kaayo mo nila. So don't you dare judge us for what we have become cause you never judged the person that made us like this. 😊
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KingME
Hi sender. Ayaw e blame imong self, nahigugma raka. Pag tarong na. Di pa uwahi ang tanan. Ma okay raka, mka graduate paka. Love your self sa sender. 😊 Tann man ta na ka agi gi cheatan, nasakitan, nawala sa passing. Pero sakto na, dili nimo kailangan daoton imong kaugalingon para niya. Lesson learned nka. Ug kblo nka sunod ug mahigugma ka, di nka mg palabi, mag bilin ka para saimong kaugalingon. 😊 Stay single sender, para dghan ta 😁 Amping kanunay. Godbless you. 🙏❤️
ReplyDeleteYou deserve a girl nga e value pud imong love sender. Ako pa nimo no? Magtarong ko'g samot uy. Kay it's a big slap sa iyaha nga gisayangan ka niya. Build yourself sender. Para nindot ang future. Walay ayo ang bisyo. Promise!
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