Hi. By the way I'm Yash. Im 25 years old. I just want to share my story.
I was first year college that time. The way I looked, manang ko. I wore thick eyeglasses, long skirts lousy pants og permi naka pony tail ako buhok. One time, niagi ko sa hallway sa school. Wa PA kaayoy students Ato nga time, I saw a man nga ni totok jud nako pag- ayo. He was very handsome. Burag si James Reid.(pero wa koy paki niya)kay naay babaye nga gakupot sa iya braso.(burag wati bah) Then iya gikuha ag kamot sa babaye og ni tagbo nako. He smiled and said, "Hi babe" and suddenly kissed my cheek. I couldn't moved at that time. Burag gustong mo gawas ag ako heart bah. Late Na nko Na realized nga he was holding my left hand firmly when the BULATE in front of me spoke. "What? Sya imong gipuli nako Ram? Unsa emo nakita aning bayhana? (The girl looked at me from head to toe) Og ako sya giingnan,
Hoy, babaye wa koy labot nimo. Atimana emo dagway kay baga kaayo emo make up. And please set aside sa agyanan kay muagi ko pwera nalang tag.iya ka ani na school. Og ikaw lalaki nga anak ni Judas,ayaw ko iapil apil sa inyo ka buang.
One week had passed nakit.an nko usab ag laki. I learned nga his a marine student because of his uniform. I had my snacks that time sa canteen sa school dayun ako rang usa. Nidool sya nako og nag sorry about what happened. He told me the story nganung ni ana sya nga manag.uyab mi it's because her ex couldn't accept nga sya moy nakig break. And her ex GF was a Tourism student. I accepted his apology and by that time we bacame close friends. Pag naa syay dili masabtan sa iya mga lessons ako moy iya pangutan.on. Usahay gani akoy tig gama sa iya mga assignments.2nd year college sya while ako 1st year taking Education. Secretly,I fell inlove w/ him. He was sweet,caring and handsome. After sa iya class iya jud ko nga hulaton. Iya ko ihatod paoli Kay naa man syay motor. I dreamed nga iya ko mapansin. Nga iya gibuhat because naa pod syay feelings para nako(hehehe assumera) Maybe he saw me as his friend or younger sister. Unlike sa iya mga ex dili ko fashionable og Di pod ko gwapa. I'm not confident with myself or should I say I had low self esteem.
I was in second yr.college when my parents planned to moved to Antipolo City kay akong Lola wanted us to be there kay sya lamang usa didto. My parents wanted me to finished my second semester before we leave the place. Wala ko nagpabalo ni Ram that time. 4 days nga wa jud ko niya hulata after sa ako class og ihatod sa balay . Nabal.an Na lng nako nga naa diay syay Gi iring iringan nga laen. (Kasakita jud Bess) I was dreaming nga sana ako nalang unta. Sana ma realized niya nga ako ang girl para niya. Bsag ag iya nga permi tawag nako Kay Lola. Okey ra.
RAM: Lola, sorry wa taka nahatod last week because I'm too busy. Kabalo naka...hehehe
Me: Ok lng Ram. Padayuna ra na. Di bitaw ta manag.uyab so you don't need to explain.
RAM: Oy ga selos ka Lola?
Me: excuse me! Why should I Ram. You're not my type. Og dili pod ko nimo type. So the feeling is mutual. Hehehe..
RAM: You're right Lola. THE FEELING IS MUTUAL. Cge Na tulog na. Naa pa koy date karon. Og by the way di na taka mahatod permi pauli kay ako sunduon si Alysa after sa iya class.
Me: Ok Ram.
Shit. Kasakita jud. Permi jud ko hilak ato nga time. Makit.an nako si RAM permi sa school pero mulikay ko. I saw that he was really happy sa iya nga new GF. I wanted to cry pero ako jud Gi pugngan. Burag Gi tuslok og daghan nga dagom ako heart.
1 month had passed nabal.an nako nga nagbulag na si Ram og iya nga uyab. He texted me and said nga gool kaayo sya. He said nga he really missed me. He wanted me nga muadto ko sa ila nga balay since his parents was not there kay tua sa Cebu because one of their close relative namatay.
So I went to their house to say goodbye Kay mulargahay Na pod mi pagkaugma papunta Manila. It was 5:00 pm when I reached their house. When I saw him pulang pula iya nawong kay lagi nakainom. I was not expecting when he hugged and kissed me passionately. I thought I was dreaming that time. I wished the kissed was for me and I wished I was the person he thought he was kissing. He whispered " I love you" and everything went out. All the inhibitions that I had vanished easily. I whispered to him the three magic words I kept inside my heart for a long time. Maybe it's the right time. I told myself nga this is my first and last time nga buhaton ni ,anyway Di Na pod btaw ko nya makita after this. All I want at that moment was to feel him. Naa juy nahitabo namo. I didn't regret what happened Kay ginusto pod nko. While his asleep nibiya dayun ko. After sa nahitabo namo I changed my number. I deactivated my FB and blocked him. I continued my studies here sa Antipolo. Wa Na jud koy balita about niya. Until I graduated and found a job. I taught in private school for 2 years. Then ni resigned ko and applied as teacher for Japanese students.
I had a student nga named Rane. Rane was 12yrs.old. Bsag ni resigned nko sa former nga school nga ako giworkan but still naa p koy mga contact sa ako mga students. Og usa Na si Rane Ana. He wanted me nga ako moy mo tutor niya. And aside from that close pod kaayo mi sa iya mama because pareho man pod mi nga bisaya.
When i entered there house i saw a familiar face. Its was Ram. I found out nga pag- umangkon diay ni Ram ag bata. Ram was so shocked pag kakita nako.
Rane- Hello Tchr. Yash. I have chocolates for you oh. Tito Ram gave it to me.
Yash- Oh thanks Rane. Your so sweet.
Ram- Long time no see Yash. You looked good.
Yash- Yeah thanks.
Fishtea jud kaayo, Ram was looking at me. Bura kog gihubuan dah. Kung pwede lng unta matagak ako panti. Natagak n jud unta. I learned nga the father of Rane and Ram were second cousins. Og si Ram USA Na sya ka seaman.
I tried to stay focused as much as possible while GA tutor ni Rane. Wala ag mama ni Rane Mao kami rang tulo sa house. After nmo mahuman I told Ram nga mulakaw nko kaw naa PA koy class. Iya jud ko gipugos nga mag estorya hanay PA mi pero GA dili jud ko.
Fast forward na ta. One day naay nag text nga unknown number sa akoa. It wa Ram. He texted and called me nga pwede bah daw ko niya nga sundoon. I replied him back nga Di pwede Kay busy ko. He asked me nganu Di nako tig adto sa balay sa iya cousin to tutor his nephew. I answered nga busy ko. Mangita nlng silag laen nga teacher. Kulit kaayo sige og panawag mao usahay ako nlng e off ako phone.
Fast forward Na. Naa nko sa balay . Gihatod ko ni Phil. Phil was my suitor for 5 months na. He was half Japanese and half Filipino. When I invited Phil sa amo house he agreed. I was shocked when I saw Ram talking to my parents. Ana si mama nga Ram was there almost 5 hours Na sa amo balay because he was waiting for me. I introduced Phil to Ram. Wala,gadugay si Phil sa amua he immediately went home.
Ram: BF to nimo?
Me: Hapit Na. Wa pa nko sugta..hehehe
Ram- I was here to invite you sa Bday ni Rane tomorrow. Miss na kaayo ka sa ako pag.umangkon. Please lng naman Yash be professional if you're trying to avoid ako lng. ayaw iapil ag bata. By the way bday nya ugma. So I expect nga makaadto ka. It starts 5:00pm.
Me: OK. Thanks.
Ram: And by the way Yash, Dili ka angayan anang emo suot bura kag prostitute og ayaw salig Ato nga lakiha. Starting from now ako nay mo hatod nimo sa inyo house after sa imo work. Ako Na giingnan si mama og papa nimo. Bye. for now.
Me: hooooh wa ka nalipong Ram. Bag o ra gani ta nagkita for how many years tapos mag.ing Ana ka. Og unsa man kunoy labot nimo sa ako nga soot. Duhh. I'm old enough to handle myself. In the first place dili taka BF. Og ka feeler pod nimo nga ingnan ko nga I am avoiding you.
Ram: Don't worry Yash, I'll court you to be your BF nananghid nko sa imo mama og papa.
Me: ( Ataya mura kog mabuang dah. Kusog kaayog tsog tsog sa ako heart hahahaha)
Me: what if dili ko nimo.
Ram: Don't you dare Yash. Kung dili itug.an nako sa mama og papa nimo nga before ka nipahawa sa ato lugar na hilabtan Na taka.
Me: Shit ka Ram.
Piste ag buang dakoa jud og ngisi. Pero ako gikulbaan jud ko pag.ayo. I tried to be firm. Wa ko gapakita nga hapit n jud ko mo bigay bah. Hahaha
Bday na ni Rane. 6:00 PM nko nakaadto sa ilaha kay 4:30 PM mn ko mo out.
Me: Happy Bday Rane.I'm sorry I was late.
Rane: "It's ok po. Tchr. May gusto po sana akong regalo from you"
Me: What is it Rane?
Rane: Can I call you Tita po. Sabi po kasi ni Tito Ram you were friends before. Then he told me to call you Tita instead of Tchr.
Me: OK Rane. (When I looked at Ram, he was smiling.
Piste jud kaayo ag buang. Dako kaayog ngisi. Naka topless ra naligo ag buang and he's wearing a swimming trunk. Yate bah. Nakahinumdom kos nahitabo namo sauna. Hahahaa. Mura jud nanginit ako paminaw. How I wish I could touch him. I missed I could be in that arms again. I was happy when he told me nga He'll going to court me. Pero ag buang, he was happily flirting with that girl sa pool. Duh for sure iya ra pod kong biyaan og mangita Na pod syag laen nga mauwat just like what he did sa iya mga past GF's. I dont want nga isa ko sa mahimo niya nga biktima.After 10 minutes ni dool sya nko.
Ram: Hi baby.
Me: Piste ka Ram. Will u please shut up. Stop calling me in that way. I'm not ur baby. Og wala koy plano nga mahimo nimo nga baby. Balak Na nakong sugton si Phil. Pangarap nkong makaadto sa Japan and I think he can help me with that.
Ram: hahahha oh come on Yash. Dili man siguro ka ganahan nga isugilon nako sa mama og papa nimo ang nahitabo nato sauna?
Me: Is that a blackmail?
Ram- Sort of. I have a proposal to offer to you Yash para dili nka mag worry.
Yash: Unsa?
Ram: Marry me. 2 months nlng og hapit nko musakay balik sa barko. Bsag civil lng. Sunod ra ng sa simbahan inig uli nko puhon.
Me: Unsa? Buang ka!!!
Ram, we don't love each other. Nahubog ka ato nga panahuna and there's nothing to worry. Ginusto pod nko to because I was just curious og ganahan pod ko nga naay experience.
Ram: Dili na mao akong ipasabot Yash.
Me: Pwede bah Ram. Di ko ganahan magpakasal nimo. If you're playing games w/ me u better stop it. You can ask anything except marriage.
How about SEX instead of marriage after that no commitment attached. Free ka, free pod ko.
Ram: Ok fine. Let's do it after the party.
Ag animal daku kaayog ngisi jud. Piste wala man lang jud ko gipugos sa iya balak nga pakaslan ko. After the party, nanakay Na mi sa iya nga kotse. We went to a hotel. He kissed me so hard pag. Abot sa kwarto. We had sex. Hahaha galisod jud sya pasulod sa iyaha batuta. After we did it nakatulog mi.
Nakamata ko una mao hinay hinay kong nipahawa sa kama kay basin makamata pod sya.I went to shower and took a bath. After that, nipauli ko dretso ah. I remembered nga naa man diay miy outing sa Baguio. 5 days mi didto og wala ko nanugilon ni mama og papa kung asa ko punta. Basta nananghid rako nga 5 days wala ko Kay naa koy adtoon.
Fast forward Na. I went home after sa outing. Og shit nakita nako ag car ni Ram sa balay. Wa jud ko niagi sa entrance sa balay niagi ko didto sa likod sa balay para didto ko makasulod. Dretso jud dayun ko sa kwarto. Mag 11pm nalng pero wa japon ko kadungog nga niuli sya. I heard some footsteps coming to my room. Shit og balak ni mama og papa nga pakatulogun si Ram didto sa ako kwarto. Kay 2 raman ag kwarto sa balay. Then si mama naa syay susi sa ako nga room. Dali dali jud kong nisulod sa CR og nang lock. Nadungog nko nga nihigda Na si Ram sa ako kama. After 30 minutes naay burag mangabre sa CR. It was Ram. I had no choice but to opened it.
Me: you can go out na sa room nko Ram.
Ram: nganung ing.Ana ka Yash? Why did you keep on avoiding me? After we made love. After nimo epa feel nako nga we had something special emo ko nga biyaan. Ngano? I love you Yash . I love you until now. After how many years ikaw jud ang akong gipangita. I want you to be back. I want you to be mine. I was just so coward before to tell you my feelings.
Shit. I saw it. I saw his tears coming from his eyes.
I couldn't talk anymore. Tears started to fall from my eyes. I couldn't help myself to touched his face and said, I love you too Ram. I'm sorry. Nahadlok ra ko nga bcn imo ra kong binuangan. I thought ako ray naay feeling nimo. He kissed me and said, I love you. Will you marry me Yash? Please..
Me: yes. I will marry you Ram.
Hahaha. Karon we're 3 years happily married. We had 2 lovely twins. And i can't wait to see him again after 10 months. Thank you sa pagbasa. Sorry sa mga typo errors og sa kataas sa story..
Yash
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