The best Girl I never had

"The Best Girl I Never Had"

Taas ni but I hope this will serve as a lesson para natong tanan. Labi nas mga laki nga magpadala sa babaying Gwapa ra.

Taga MSU diay ko, di nalang ko mag ingon ug unsa nga branch kay pangitaon nya ko ninyo ba. It all started atong first year ko, gikan kog MSU nga branch gihapon from 1st to 2nd yr tas ni transfer kog MSU pero lahi na na branch kay gusto ko msu gihapon ko mo transfer nya ang MSU di mo dawat ug transferee nga dili MSU ra sad gikan. So much for that tho. First day, I saw this girl. Maldita jud kaayo siyag nawong kay pina taas ug kilay so wala jud ko naattract niya ato. Kani sad laging arangan sad kog itsura, snobber sad kaayo ko. Nagka classmate mi ni Maldita which happens na seatmate sad nako siya. Snob jud sya kay di sya makig storya nako so ako ni una ug storya "Aha ka gikan Miss?" Ni lantaw ra sya nako din ni ingon ug "Sa tiyan sa akong mama" Tas ni kalit lang ug katawa. Mura siyag naay gamay bitaw kay from maldita face to murag buang face so mao to niingon ra sad kog "Aw abi kog sa C.R nanimaho pa man gud ka" I thought ma offend siya nako kay wa sad ko ka pugong sa akong baba ato kay ing ato mi mag storyahanay sa akong barkada but then na shock ko kay niingon syag "Abi gani nakog gikan ka nakurentehan, pinatindog man kaayog buhok gud" So by then I don't know why nga nagka interes ko sa iyaha. She's very funny, she's not easily offended ug jamming kaayo. Maldita ug nawng pero maldita jud infairness ahaha lahi nag wa sya sa mood. So pila ka months ato na ilhan nako syag ayo. She's really good in arts,nindot sad kaayo ug tingog ug usa pa, brayt kaayo labi nag english. Fastforward second sem first day, after 2 weeks nga sembreak, she came running and hugged me. I was sweating jud ug ayo kay nakuyawan ko. Actually, gi hug man niya ang tanan sadyang naa lang jud malisya para nako. It was by then I have realized nga nahulogloglog jud ko niya. I asked her pinahinay hinay lang kay basin maka halata sya ba. Ana ko nga "Nakauyab na ka Dits?" I call her Dits kay Maldits. Nitubag pud sya dayon ug "Wala oy. Ka bata pa nako" Na shock ko nga wala pa sya kauyab kay she's really really beautiful! Morena, cute ug ilong, tambok cheeks, dangason pero it made a very perfect face. Nalipay ko kay if ever man gani, ako iyahang first haha. So ana ko "Unsa say type nimos laki?" tas ningkalit ra syag smile nga pina creepy kaayo "Taas,Dako uMSUi" Ana sya with matching creepy stare jud. Mo ingon na unta kog 'dako diay kog chance diay' haha pero wa nako gidayon kay basin ga joke ra ba. Ana kog "Bastosa jud nimo oi!" And then she answered "Taas ug pasensya. Dako ug pagtuo sa Ginoo ug lami mo luto kay busaw raba ko" 

Taas pasensya. Check

Dako ug pagtuo sa Ginoo. Check. 

Lami mo luto. Lami ra ko pero di ko kahibaw mo luto. Hahaha. 

Months passed ni samot jud akong admiration sa iyaha. She's really a Godly woman. She is very primitve, reserved dayon naa jud syay prinsipyo. So before mag end ang school year, I confessed and courted her. She gave me a chance to prove myself. Sweet kaayo ko niya, nagtuon kog luto para niya ug naningkamot kog skwela para niya kay mauwaw nako mangupya. Hahaha. Everyone knows that I like her because I am very vocal while sa iyahang part, i know she feels the same kay although di siya expressive, she's sweet in her own way. Pero maka feelko nga mutual jud mi ahaha maulaw lang jud guro or di sya expressive. Fast forward 4th year na. I've got to admit nga napul an ko. J don't know why. Busy kaayo ko kay ning try out ko sa varsity and nakuha ko. Daghan kaayog inter high school competitions ato then always jud mi madaog ug naka MVP nako. I guess I was full of myself that time. Wala na nako siya gina text liie I used to do. Gusto ko she'll text me first kay MVP gud diba. There are.many girls who are after me . way prettier ug way richer sa iyaha. At some point, i was drifting away labaw na atong naka chix ko ug gwapa,taason ug lamion jud. Finals na to sa isa ka game. Dits was there, she's with a gold & marroon banner cheering for the whole team and for me. Naa syay dalang gatorade,tubig,towel ug unsa pa. Pero wala nako gi mind. My eyes were focused ato na girl, let's call her Chin. Chin is the typical chix. Babayi kaayo manamit,medyo pabebe pero in all total, lami ilaag ug idisplay nga uyab kind haha. So nag champion mi that night. Dits was very happy. Sya jud una una ug ambak ddto sa kalipay. She's cheering and chanting yells kauban among uban schoolmates. Ambot unsa nisulod sa akong hunahuna nga ang giduol nako kay si Chin which made everyone from my school wonder nganong sya akong gi duol. She's from a different school and her schoolmates kay go sunlog mig ayo so wala na ko ka hunahuna ni Dits kay occupied kaayo akong hunahuna. I took Chin home and that time I dunno pero ni kalit lang bitaw, we made out. Chula jud mga rots with gamayng hikap hikap hahah. Tas mao to after that night, ikapila to nahitabo sa amoa ni Chin pero padayon sad gihapon mi ni Dits. I know I was hurting her. I know she knows nga Chin is existing pero ambot ngano nga di nako kaya buy an si Dits and also Chin. Until one day, didto na ko na wad an ug kalag. Si Chin naa sa akong boarding house, naa syay dala foods ug mag movie marathon daw mi. Dits texted me if free ba ko that day kay naa daw syay inportante himuon. Ana ko na di ko pwede kay nag buhat kog thesis. Partly true pero the main reason is kay naa si Chin so mao to. Me and Chin made out again and ato na time, naa na juy nahitabo namo duha. We were halfway to our own heavens ug nikalit lang naay nangabri sa purtahan,it was Dits. She's carrying a heart balloon ug box nga murag gamay nga cake with a letter above it. Wala ko kabalo unsa akong buhaton. She stared at our naked bodies hantod nag hilak siya sa akong atubangan. We were silent. Na awkward ang atmosphere. I decided to get dressed and ni duol ko niya "No, ayaw ko duola. Hugaw kaayo ka! I came here for these only. This is yours so do ehatever you want with it. Just know that by this time, dili na parehas ang meaning ana." She left crying. Wlaa koy nabuhat. Seeing her crying just crushed me over and over. Chin left as well without a word. Gi basa nako ang letter didto and it said "No efforts wasted,my love! Mark this day of Feb 18,20**! We're officially love birds!" 

Ning hugno akong kalibutan. I tried to talk to her para mo balik siya sa akoa. It is her all along! Nagpadala lang jud ko sa akong hormones ba! Nakita nako sa uban ang wala sa oya which is ang willingness na naay sex life. Karon, I'm in 3rd yr college. She's in IIT while ako, Ateneo. Karon, gwapa na kaayo sya. Matured na. Ning bloom na into a very beautiful swan. God knows ug paunsa ko ga mahay. God knows pa unsa ko ka willing panguyaban sya balik pero dili na sya. All she said was "I don't deserve people who chooses body over beautiful soul. I don't want people who doesn't respect my prinsiple. I am a woman of christ. I follow His words and if the riht man comes, I am sure it is not you. You don't deserve me" as annoying, painful as it gets. All of it was true. She's still single now because she's really devoted s aiyang Godly relationship (I stalk her ) ug kabalo ko time will come, ihatag sa iyaha iyahang gusto nga gugma. And sadly, that will never be me. 

To the guys, find someone eho thinks this way. Lisod pangitaon ang babaying kahibalo mo Dili sa tawng gi higugma. Labi na sa sex. Women often thinks na byaan sila if ever dili mo sugot but para sa akoa, I admire women like that. But I realized it too late. Find a woman who makes God as her priority. Find someone nga unahon ang Ginoo ayha ka. Kay matud pa niya "Kung una ang Ginoo sa tanan, ihatag niya sa imoha tanan nakapalipay sa imong dughan"

-Still Your MVP-

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