Boys Must Read (RESPONSE)

My Reply to "BOYS MUST READ!"

Hi. I am a fan of your page ever since. I like to read confessions and I was really shocked when my friends sent me a screenshot of the recent confession that you had posted tonight. And I know for a fact that... that confession was for me. 

So let me take this chance to reply and to indirectly talk to you, love.

Na shock ko when I saw your confession. Di man ka hilig confession but maybe you really want to talk to me so nag confession ka kay you know na I'm a great fan of confessions. 

Hmmmmm..

I love you and yes, I still do love you. It's been 6 months since nag buwag ta but it seems like it was still yesterday. The pain is still fresh. And I would like you to know that I still cry every night. 

Wa man cguro ko nag kuwang nimo love. Supportahan man tika sa tanan nimong gusto buhaton diba? Wa man ko gakuwang nimo. Tanan klase sa effort gibuhat na nako. Asa pa ko gakuwang? Nganong abusar naman ka? 😥 Kahibaw naman kang nasakitan ko pero pa balik balik gihapon, buhaton gihapon nimo. Sakto jod diay ko na nag salig ka, nag salig ka na ma forgive ra gihapon taka. But tanan tao naay limit and I reached my limit, di na nako kaya. Di na nako ma antos. It took a lot of courage for me to let you go, to realize my worth. Tanga ko pero di nako ganahan mag tinanga. Martyr ko pero di nako ganahan magpa ka martyr. I'm tired. I'm hurt, I'm so hurt na it's draining my entire self. And that's so unhealthy.

I lost myself in the process of loving you.

I want you to know na I don't hate you. You just can't hate the people that you love no matter how shitty they've put you through. You were unfair. You were so unfair. I did nothing but to love you whole heartedly. I did nothing wrong love. Deserve pa ko para ing anaon nimo?

I deserve to be loved. I deserve someone na gi mean ilang apologies and tries their very best na di na mo usab. And yes, you lost the girl who did nothing but to love you. You lost the girl who would risk everything for you. You lost the girl who did everything for you. You lost me. 

Good luck. Good luck sa pagpangita og lain na makasabot nimo, lain na mostay bisag you are giving her every reason not to. It's been 2 years babe, 2 years and 10 months pero nasayang ra tanan. Yes, you lost me. 

Yes love pa tika. Kaayo. Pero I have realized that I need to love myself. Maybe it's best for us to separate ways. Maybe it's best for us stay this way. I hope you'll be okay. Please taronga imong self kay perti raba nakong amping nimo saona. Please make yourself better para puhon, wa nay masayang.

I still wish you the best in life. I will always pray for you.

You will always be a part of me.

I love you love.

Goodbye.