The story of a single mom"

"The story of a single mom"

"Hi guys, I wanna share my story as a single mom. I was a former student of USC. Ni stop ko tungod I got pregnant. Second year ko ato when my college boyfriend got me pregnant and unfortunately gibiyaan ko. 

For 3 years I raised my kid by myself, I was so tired kay feeling nako wala nay mu tabang nako cause lagi.. Ana sila ang mga lalaki mu back out dayun kung makahibaw naa kay anak. :(

Till one day naglakaw lakaw ko nangitag job sa IT (call center) when I met a familiar face. Akong highschool sweetheart didto sad diay nag work. Nagchika chika ra mi until we decided to exchange numbers. After a few months of dating, we finally sealed the deal.

Sweet kaayu siyas akong anak. He tried to play the part na he was my daughter's real dad. He tells her bedtime stories and never leaves the house until musleep nami duha sa akong baby. For the first time in my life, naka feel ko na naay papa nag pangga namo as a family. Naa na gyud koy masaligan sa mga ayuhunon sa balay. If masakit ko, naa nay mu take care nako. If akong anak kailangan ug someone mu pick up niya sa school especially kung shortened classes. Naa ra gyud siya. He was my constant reassurance.

Till one day wala na siya ni contact. Nanawag ko sa ila, wala siya. Nag cge kog txt sa iyang friends but no one knew where he was. Wala nako kbaw asa siya pangitaon.. 

2 years have passed when I received a phone call. Gipaadto ko sa general milling na hospital naa daw emergency. Ako pud nag kara2 cause I thought knsa na ang na disgrasya or unsa ba..

Then when I arrived.. I saw him. Daot na kaayu siya. I barely even noticed the man I once loved. Dghan na kaayu ug dextrose unya grabe na kaayu siya ka sickly ug nawng.

""di ko ganahan mag samok2 ninyu. I was already sick when I met you. Pero abi nakog ma ok rko. Ga dialysis ko since pila na ka years ago and I didnt want to bother you. You deserve someone na dili mag hatag2 ug kabugat-on sa imong life. Someone na mahatag nimo ug sa imong anak ang life na inyung gi deserve. I called you today para at least makakita ko nimo before I finally leave this place. With you, I can feel na naa koy peace of mind. With you, I can say na I really loved and lived.""

Wala ko ksabot sa akong gibati. I was heartbroken. Feeling nako in a few days.. He might really leave us for good. And soon... He really did.

To the man who accepted me, kbaw ko kung asa man ka ron you will always be the only dad nga ilhon sa akong baby. Bsag sakit na dili na gyud ko kadungog sa imong tingog, at least there are still pictures that will remind me of you.

I will see you soon hun. I love you and I miss you everyday."

Ps: I sent this confession a year ago to other page but I also wanted to share this here. And thank you if ever this will be posted. Godbless admins and readers!! ☺

CTTO