"PERSISTENT LOVE" RESPONSE

#PersistentLove Response 

FULL STORY:

http://www.confessionsstories.com/2021/12/persistent-love.html

JHON’S REPLY:

Sus! Dri diay na page iya pasabot na ipost daw kuno niya among love story. Proud jud kayo ni siya sa iyang kalaki ba. Actually I did not agree with her na magpost ky basig malain among mga relatives nga mkabasa nga ibuniog sa social media among forbidden love story. Nagka gubot na ra ba sa una. Pero kay gahi man jud ni siya ug ulo ug mapugngan pay bagyo ani iyang utok so murag wala na jud koy mabuhat ani ug kay buntis ra ba tawon so pagbigyan na lang tawon miskin lami na kaayong duklon. Ngisi-ngisihan ra biya kag imong buyagon. Imbes maglagot ka makatawa na lang ka sa kakulit. Pero kay maoy kalipay niya hala sige na lang. Gibutang pa ra ba jud ang picture ni Luke ug ky naay friend nagshare sa iya wall ug gi mention pa ra ba kos among isa ka barkada mao nakit-an nako ni (pssstt miga nga nagshare ug migo nga nkaila namo ayaw tawon mi e reveal please lang, kinasingkasing jud ni akong hangyo ninyo). I decided to reply to this hoping na mas masabtan pa sa among ubang relatives among decision ni Roxanne incase naay mkabasa which is not impossible kay ubay2x na ra ba nagshare sa post. Ug pakisabot na lang pud sa akong asawa. Nadala ra nis emotion niya sigeg basa sa mga confessions ngari nga page maong nag share pud. Pag bigyan na lang nato ang buntis mga kapamilya. Hopefully ma post ni admin kay panagang sa trouble daan ba kay ako na puy tagbaw sagang ani. Hehe

 

I know tungod sa culture natong mga pinoy, stigma jud na magkarelasyon ang mag paryenti. And because we value and love our family so much so kitang mga anak mahadlok jud na mo suway sa parents. But at that time, I was thinking that though my family can give me happiness and comfort, lahi ra jud ang kalipay if you are with the person that you love, and my family will never ever fill that emptiness and longingness if mawala si Roxanne nako. And so I chose her! You or our relatives can call me selfish and unfilial pero okay lang that’s your opinion. Pero di lalim ma depress ug mabuang. Lisod labanan ang depression. Dili na oa2x lang and for those people na nkasuway nag ka depress, you know how it feels.

 Yes! Daghan jud kog nauyab sa una tong highschool pa ko but all of them were just out of my curiosity as a teenager ug naga experiment lang ko. But I told myself if one day I will meet the right girl, I will do anything to be with her till the end.

And so, I met Roxanne. Ang tabian, bully, immature ug pasaway sa tanang pasaway.. name it and she have it all! Probably because she is a Gemini, so she has multiple personality. lols. And I beg to disagree when she said na wala siyay talent kay talented jud kayo ni siya sa kabuang. Kanang ubanon na lang ka sa ka pungot pero wa juy pakialam miskin pag matuwad na ang kalibutan. But why her? Unsay naka special niya? Okay let’s go back to our college days.

First day of school, pasulod na ko sa gate when I saw her gihatod sa iya papa. Nka sleeveless siya ug yellow kaayo ug miniskirt. Purting sigaha kay puti man kaayo. Unya naa pay clip2 sa iyang ulo mao cute kaayo tan-awon. Ni kiss siya sa iya papa sa lips ug ni bye2. Ahh ka sweet bayhana, daddy’s girl kaayo! Ako siya ghulat para sabayan unta pero ni dagan ug mingtabok man hinuon sa karsada ug namalit ug mais. I smiled kay murag di dalaga kung mkadagan wagas. lols. So kay sayo pa man nag tambay sa ko didto sa kiosk. Didto pud nka post ang mga room assignments sa mga freshmen. Kay daghan man studyante nag check sa ilang room assignments wala ko niya napansin ug ni talikod ko pag duol niya ky nakulbaan ko (I don’t know why pero natalaw jud ko.) Kay mubo ug gamay man siya nisuksok jud siya ug gitukmod pa jud ko ug miingon “Excuse daw kuya!” while nag um2 sa iyang mais nga naay cheese. Nagkabulingit pa ra ba jud ug nipilit ang cheese nga orange sa akong sinina. lols. Nahimoot kaayo ko sa iyang dagway. Oh! This girl is so careless pero cute kaayo. I know right there and then that she is the one! I want this girl!

And to correct you Roxy, my queen! Wala ko na late okay? Gi sundan ra tika ug asa imong room and I was so happy na classmates diay ta. Nagpauwahi ra ko to see kung asa ka mo lingkod.

Kay gi detail na man niya ang story namo so short cut na lang ning ako. I pursued her and did everything para lang mapa yes siya. It was hard kay gahi pas bato ang kasing2 unya bully kaayo. Gi studyhan nako iyang personality so I would know how to pursue her, but she is very unpredictable. Abi nimo okay na pero mokalit rag lihis ug direksyon. Pilosopo pa ra ba jud kaayo. Ug kaning gipana ta ni Kupido so wala jud koy plano mo give-up. Kay suod man siya sa mga boys but she was not flirting with them, so I started to get close to her circle of friends to learn ug nganong maayo man kaayo siya sa ila. I can see her bubbly personality and she always laugh and smile when she is with them. And then I finally found a chance to get near her, confessed until we became a couple. And by the way, she is very intelligent too na miskin di mag study ug mag take notes tag-as gihapon ug grades. Mag sige ra na siyag drawing2 sa iyang notebook. Mag kanta2 pa ra ba jud ug small circle, small circle, big circle, this is mama, this is papa saying goodbye para madrawing lang iyang maot nga bear. lols. Ug kung di pa kontento suwatan ug drawingan pag apil akong bukton. Matagbaw tag tanggal. Ma distract jud ko niya mao usahay akong buyagon. But her voice is like music to my ears ug mura jud siyag radio di moundang kitab ang baba. Usahay ipatong pang duha ka tiil sa likod sa akong lingkuranan. Unya palda ra bay ilang uniform, makita usahay ang p*nty. Tagbaw na sad tag tabon2 ky basig naay lain makakita (ako ray naay karapatan. lols).

I admit I was so shocked when I found out that we were distant relatives, but it did not scare me and I don’t really care but because I know how she loves her family, I did not tell her all the crazy things that I was thinking that night and I am okay na itago ko niya. I am more scared that she will break-up with me coz I already knew dili pa siya seryoso ug committed that time ug wa jud ko nagkamali kay mao jud iyang plano that will always me cry.

So I did my best to gain her trust and love. I was thinking if I set a standard that other guys can’t do, she will only have her eyes on me and will give her whole heart to me. I want her to fight for me too. Pag abot nako diri sa US, naglisod kog adjust ug na culture shock. Life is not easy here especially I am not used to the environment. And worst is, I missed my queen so badly ug di ko mahimutang thinking na basig ma tempt siya sa lain or she will use our distance as an excuse to break-up with me. LDR sucks! But I made a promise to her so I need to be true to it. I thought everything will be okay kay maayo na gud among sabot. And like what I’ve said, she is very unpredictable ug nikalit lag kahanaw. I started to get depressed again but I did everything to overcome it. I know she loves me and must have a good reason why she’s hiding. So I gave her space coz I already know that she will just ignite the fire para makig away ug makigbulag ug kay LDR mi lisod kaayo gukdon. I will just wait until she’s ready and find her. Wala mi closure so I can use it as an excuse pag magkita mi ug utro. Then I passed the NCLEX and started working. Double job and overtime ko pirme so I will not think about her all the time kay mabuang lang ko. And I also need to succeed para inig kita namo ug utro mas naa na siyay assurance na makaya namo miskin itakwil pa mi sa pamilya. Daghan temptations sa palibot, mga babae nga sigeg panintal but they will never be my queen. Wa ko naglisod2 ug pursue niya para lang mag end up sa lain.

So I was on my vacation leave and was about to go to Japan with my cousins when I saw my queen’s picture with my elementary classmate (Michelle) with baby Luke. I will admit I was so mad and even punched the wall when I saw the kid. Sakit jud kaayo kay dako na ang bata and I missed a lot of his milestones. But because I was longing for my queen, I am willing to set aside my anger and now nga naa mi anak, mas nisamot akong courage to fight this trial. I cannot wait to see them, and I told myself “Wala’y pwede mo pugong nako.” Kuhaon jud nako sila by hook or by crook. And so that’s what happen.

Roxanne is not perfect. She is not the type of girl that any guy can handle. She can give you a roller coaster emotion and will turn your world upside down. Lisod sabton. Makalagot but she will also make you crack hangtod sakitan na lang tag tiyan. Maka disappoint but still able find ways for me to surrender. Gahi ug ulo but will obey you in other ways. She will act strong but has also a soft side. She is bully but is sweet at the same time. She is childish and immature because she was raised as her dad’s princess ug ginababy siya. She doesn’t have any experience about relationships that’s why she acted that way. She is very naughty, silly and playful. Naa pay imagination nga miskin ang alien di na ganahan mo puyo ngari sa earth. She will also do anything to solve her curiosity nga usahay mka cause jud ug troube. And the scariest word from her is “BASTA”. Every time she will use that word, makuyawan na jud ko coz I know naay kasunod nga trouble, either a funny or serious trouble. Ug ako ra bay matagbaw ug fix sa iyang mga troubles. Samuka jud lagi. She caused me pain and I’ve been through a lot because of her pero di kabayran ang kalipay nga iyang dala. I know I love her more than she loves me but it doesn’t matter. Whenever I see her silly smile and hear her laughter, malimtan ug pwede ra jud ma set aside tanang kaligutgot. Because I love every inch of her and I chose to be with her, I need to withstand and embrace everything. She is such as a beautiful disaster but she’s worth it.

Destiny might not always be on our side but I will always find a way to get destiny on to our side and will create our own happy ending.  

Salamat sa tanang readers ug sa among family nga ni sabot ug sa mga wala nakasabot okay ra pud. Importante malipayon mi kauban sa mga bata. Ug dri na lang taman kay mag baby sit pa tawon kos mga minions nga kulit kaayo sama sa ilang mama. Lols- JHON